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  1. Alexandra

    Who first met in this life? ——The book reviews
    The text / Anyi Ru
    The people like this sentence.
    Is to see that we are all regretful. Destiny is like the most precious silk, what kind of ingenuity, when you look at it, always reveal the light of light. Those scattered are the original sins.
    Because too many people like it, they can't bear to donate this sentence. They have considered whether they should be used to make a book, or they use another name "Yin to this day." Affection, less than this desolate.
    In this sentence.
    Is when writing this book, I am in the small town in the south. I often write that the sky is rare, lying on the window sill, smoking a cigarette, and turning around to see those unfinished texts, like an unprepared road. I know, but I'm not in a hurry. Everything will be suitable when it is suitable. We are not first seen, so we know how to cherish each other more and never miss it again.
    No one knows what kind of faint mood I have experienced when I write them. It seemed to be on the blue starlight at night, walked into the forest, and gently stretched the bronze ring with the lion pattern, and knocked on a door of an ancient castle with a mysterious garden.
    The forest is located in the east, and the garden is an ancient Chinese garden. It is not the prince and princess in it, not the handsome count of vampires. They will be an elegant. The man with a blue shirt, in the sunset bridge, breaks the loud voice, spoken self -relying on the column, and admire the unparalleled wishes and the unfinished feelings. Or is it fierce, poetry of horizontal halberds, boiled wine in green plums, and men's hearts like swords, just dance for the world.
    The woman, she was gorgeous, waiting quietly there, waiting for the people to return to the eyes of the people. Looking forward to being loved, this is the fate of a woman. Here, Wu Mei Niang Chen Ajiao is the same, Jiang Caiping and Yang Yuhuan are the same, Ban Jiechi and Wang Zhaojun are the same. Zhuo Wenjun and Zhao Chaoyun are the same. Yes, Li Qingzhao and Zhu Shu are really the same. There are no fighting, no winning or losing, no right or wrong. They are just ordinary women, and they have broken away all the shackles that are added to them. Here, the time starts to be thin. The boundaries of time and time love hate began to blur. The only reflection in the water, the incense in the flower path.
    The words of gorgeous flowers prove that they have been here. Who first met in this life? This question mark is not so important when it is done throughout his life.
    Is when I write these poems, if I happen to play with the computer, I will also type the word under "Baidu". I have always liked Baidu to be better than Google, but just because Baidu is more likely to make me think of the phrase, "Looking for her thousands of Baidu. Type this sentence is like a look. What kind of flowers. I know, I am looking for the atmosphere of familiarity. Yes, a word, an attachment to it is very important. Although I know, they did not belong to me, not any of the present now, no any of the present now I am now. People.
    This verses, they are like flowers that fall in the spring breeze in March. It is such a small and magical particle that implants different flowers in different heart fields. This one after another, surrounds us, repeat, overlap ... we have never figured out whether they are breeding or walking one by one. Words are soul. They know how to choose the soil that suits them, not bending, not buried, no one can barely, otherwise Zhang Guanli, very embarrassed.
    I I am tired of treating poetry with very serious faces to treat poetry poems. Because when I was young, when I came into contact with them, it was a very relaxed way. I still remember that it was a beautiful album, and a poem was printed on the other side. Go to read Ping Ping Ping Ping, you must know what the author of this poem has and what kind of experience. These are irrelevant, I just remember them, like them, and then one day, we understand each other. n, so I am more willing to write them with a very pity, see themselves as a gardener, and know what kind of love and understanding these flowers need. Carefully plant them, talk to The truth inside the flower. After completion, they can remember, let them be free. What a good gardener wants to do is to help a flower species find its home, help them build a home, and then pat their own on their own. The soil, looking for another batch of flowers with a calm smile -although it is sometimes hit by such a surging gorgeous. I am willing to let them go.
    This is such a book, I wrote my love, but I just watched the world through this style of the moon. In the end, it has nothing to do with love. Just like we meet someone with a person When I first saw it, I also met the waters of the mountains, thinking that they could follow thousands of miles, but they finally passed by the wrong hand, slowly, slowly, do not remember.
    and those poems, those words, I only read it as a word. The annotation of each story has no connection with the story itself. It is the seal carved in time on a certain day of time on a certain day. In the end, it has nothing to do with this person. As if, this is important. But, what is the relationship between who is in this life? It is a state of virtuality, a trek, and no one. You see these reincarnations for thousands of years. Know.
    If life is just like the first sight (1) grievances
    said that Ban Jiechi should use " The beginning of the grievances, saying that Yang Guifei should use "Song of Everlasting" as a topic, but no, with the phrase "if life is just like the first sight", everything has the reason to start.
    It night do not sleep at night, read "Drink Water", read the book, and I still think this sentence is the best. In fact, this word is really bland, but this sentence is really dumb, like Zhang Seng's painting dragon, and it is like a sword that blows blood in Ximen. It is accurate, elegant, and silently kissed your neck. When I felt it, I couldn't get back.
    "What happened to the West Wind and Sad Fan", talking about the concubine Ban Jiechi of the Emperor Han Cheng, the famous Ya Yixian woman in the history book, a famous lady. In the early years of Emperor Emperor, he entered the palace, and he was deeply favored because of beauty. Once, Emperor Cheng wanted to travel with her. She said: "The monarchs of the saints are famous on the side, and the three generations of the three generations have a girl."
    This is when the king loves the righteousness. Because of praising her, the harem also welcomes her, and it is said to be beautiful, as if she is the Fan Ji of the Chuzhuang King, and the eldest grandson of Li Shimin. She also thought that she was deeply inherited by the monarch and did not have no family training. Queen Xu was dull, and she was a man who spoiled the Sixth Palace. Where can I find such a good day? I only want to love for a long time, like a palace name.
    but one day, she is here! She came with her sister He De.
    fengyan into the Han Palace is the beginning of her loneliness. Everything is so unexpected. All the pity and petting, with the dancer who was as light as a swallow entered the palace, stopped abruptly.
    although the love is empty.
    The people in the world are so rolling and rain, as if Nalan said: "It is a way to change but the people's hearts, but the old people's hearts are easy to change." . "
    . She wrote" Resentment Song ", also known as" Tuan Fan Song ", compared with the group fan, and worried about it -
    The new system Qi Xunu, bright as frost and snow.
    The cutting fan, reunion like a bright moon.
    In in and out of Jun's sleeves, shake the breeze hair;
    often fear the autumn festival, coolness and heat;

    This is the sentiment of her women's intellectuals and repatriation. She was not the Queen Xu. When Feiyan was extremely prosperous, she stood there not to avoid it, and she was annoyed. Ban Jiechi had a sober understanding of her situation, otherwise she would not invite to serve the queen queen, and after the death of the emperor, she would keep the emperor's tomb, and she was lonely and old.
    . She just couldn't expect it, and she couldn't expect it. Many years later, a man seemed to have a glimpse of her hardships from "Tuan Fan Song", and made "Five Changs and Autumn Ci" to pity her -
    Roll up the cream.
    The smoked cage jade pillow has no color, listening to Nangong's long leakage.
    Gaotian Qiu Avil sounds night, frost is still deep in recalling the cold.
    Culitan trivial tailoring, also showing the master of Jincheng Ming.
    This Berry Pingming Golden Hall opened, and the group fan hovered temporarily.
    I Yan is not as good as the cold crow, and it will come to Zhaoyang Rim.
    The thought of thinking for a long time, dreaming of the king's consciousness.
    The fire photo of Xiyong Zhi Ye drink, clearly reconciled.
    The Mid -Autumn Festival Mid -Autumn Festival, His Royal Highness Zhaoyang pounded.
    This in Bailu Hall is fine, and the red tent is not good.
    I guess. She decided not to do so. If you know, even in the Changxin Palace, the lone lamp is shining, the room is deep, and the room is cold.
    I sighed that it was not a good encounter, she was Fan Ji, but the husband was by no means King Chuzhuang; she had no sage, but her husband had no amazing ambition. She is actually not weak. There are beauty and wisdom. They lose in the ritual and Fa. She is too regular. There is no lightness of Feiyan dancing around the curtain, nor the charming charming of the combination.
    . She was too serious and couldn't get up. I have to follow the etiquette. I don't understand. You are just Jie Ye, not the queen. He is a concubine, and he is always just a concubine. Women in the world, those who enter the palace and have not entered the palace are actually the same. As long as the emperor is willing, he can get it. Jie Ye and Wuji are essentially the same, but just changed the name. What is so particular about it? The palace is a brilliant brothel, and the emperor is the largest client in the world.
    Remember Zhou Xingxing's "Lu Ding Ji"? The section of Wei Xiaobao's first entered the heaven and earth meeting, Chen Jinnan pulled him into the secret room with a righteous face, saying that we would fight back the money and women who belonged to our money and women! Wei Xiaobao asked, so why do you say the farts such as anti -Qing Fu Ming? Chen Jinnan said that the clever people only tell the truth to the clever people. Those stupid people outside only need to take the empty ideal flicker ... Wei Xiaobao is aware of it. After coming out, the two still faced those dull birds and generous words. This stick was knocking fiercely. After that, I felt funny when I saw that there was a reckless clamor to fight back. I always remembered this sentence. I still appreciated Wang Jing's straight and Zhou Xingxing's sharpness. When men see men, they can see vicious.
    What, these men, the dynasty, is just a fight for clients.
    Feyan He De, this pair of sisters, is a stunner of the country, and is born to provoke men. Emperor Cheng said that I died in (Hede) "Gentle Township" and became a word.
    one day, the man she loved finally died and died on another woman.
    Is when the bustling, the emperor and the mortal lying in the cold tomb, the lover who had been abandoned by him, the forgetful Ban Jiechi, who was left out of his cemetery, still accompanied him for a lifetime Essence
    . When Jie Jie closed his eyes, would you think of the scene of entering the palace at the beginning of the year, remembering that he was sitting on the high golden cricket that day, reaching out his hand, and smiling like water; would she regret it? At the beginning, he shrank back and did not take him with him. The two -phase snuggling may be the closest moment.
    is very short. Bowl.
    If life is just like the first sight (2) long hate song
    long hate song
    Baijuyi
    The Han emperor's emphasis on the country, Yuyu could not ask for many years.
    The Yang family has a daughter who has grown up and raised in the deep girlfriend.
    Thenian beauty is difficult to give up, and once chose to be on the side of the king.
    looked back with a smile, and the sixth palace pink daisy has no color.
    The spring cold bathing pond, hot spring water sliding and gymnastic.
    The servant raised Jiao's weakness, it was the time of Xin Chengze.
    This flowers are shaken by the golden steps, and the hibiscus is warm in spring.
    The spring night is bitter for a short day, and the king has not been early.
    Chenghuan's feast has no leisure time, spring travels from spring night.
    three thousand people in the harem, three thousand pets are one.
    The golden house makeup into Jiao Shi Night, Yulou Banquet drunk and spring.
    Sisters and brothers are all soil, poor glorious portal.
    Net to make the parents of the world, and do not reborn for men and daughters.
    The palace enters Qingyun at the height of the palace, and the fairy wind flutter.
    The slow -singing slow dance silk bamboo, do not see the king of the king.
    Fuyang came to the ground, shocked the neon feathers.
    The city of smoke and dust in Jiuzhong City, ride thousands of ride southwest.
    The Cuihua shakes and rests, and the west is more than a hundred miles.
    The six armies did not feel helpless, and Wan turned the moth eyebrows to die in front of him.
    This of the flowers of the flowers, and Cui Qiao Jinquan jade scratched his head.
    The king could not save his face, and looked back at the blood and tears.
    The yellow ethics is scattered and small, and the cloud stood lingers to the sword pavilion.
    The people under the mountains of Emei, the flag is thin and thin.
    This of Shuijiang Shui Bi Shu Mountain, the Lord of the Holy Lord died of twilight.
    The sadness of the moon, the night rain heard the sound of the ling.
    This turned back to Long Yu, and he couldn't go here.
    The mud in the muddy slopes, no Yuyan death was seen.
    The monarchs and ministers take care of their clothes, and they are looking at Malua.
    The return to Chi Yuan is still, too liquid hibiscus willow.
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    The spring breeze peach blossoms open day, autumn rain sycamore leaves fall.
    The autumn grass in the south of the west palace.
    The disciples of Liyuan, white hair, pepper house, Qing'e.
    Xidian Flying was quiet, and the lone lamp was picked up.
    The late night and drums for long nights, Geng Gengxing's desire to heaven.
    The cold cream is heavy, who is the same as emerald.
    Is to live and death for the years, and the soul never came to dream.
    The Taoist priest Hong Duke can cause soul with sincerity.
    The thought of the king's exhibition, then taught Fang Shi to find diligently.
    The row of emptiness to control the air and rush to the earth.
    This on Huangquan on the poor blue, both of which were vast.
    Suddenly hearing that there are fairy mountains on the sea, the mountains are in nothingness.
    This pavilion rose five clouds, and it was about more fairy.
    The word is too real, and the snow skin looks like.
    Jin Xun's western compartment 扃 扃, transferred to Xiaoyu Shuangcheng.
    Wen Dao's Han family emperor envoy, Jiuhua's account was shocked.
    This clothes push up and hover, bead foil and silver screen.
    The clouds are half a new sleep, and the corolla is not full.
    This blowing the fairy fluttering, still like the dance of the feathers.
    Yu Rong's lonely tears, pear blossoms in spring with rain.
    The love condensate, Xie Wang, different sounds.
    The love in the Zhaoyang Hall, the sun and the moon in the Pantai Palace.
    looking back at the world, seeing Chang'an see the dust.
    It will be affectionate for the old object, and the alloy alloy will be sent away.
    This leaving a unity and one, the golden co -division.
    But the teachings are like Jin Yanjian, and you will meet in the world.
    Themids to send the words diligently.
    In July 7, the longevity hall, no one whispered in the middle of the night.
    The wing bird in heaven, willing to be a branches in the place.
    The long day long and time, this hate is endless.
    If of life, what is the sorrowful fan of autumn wind? It is a way to change but the hearts of the people, but the old people's hearts are easy to change.
    Li Shan's words and half -night, tears and rain are not complaining. He Ru Bo Xing Jinyi Lang, wishes that day.
    -This is the full article of Nalan Rongruo's "Magnolia Orchid Ling · Duravity". The "life of life is just like the first sight" that I read in my heart, it should be from the Han Dynasty to the Tang Dynasty. Han and Tang dynasties, this is the most glorious age in the five thousand years, and is the pride of the Chinese nation. The charm of their remains shines in our blood, as shining as gold.
    It like a beautiful family, like the water flowing years, from Ban Jiechi to Yang Guifei, how many people came back and returned, and they could not escape back and forth. It's better to, with the figures of these two women, the flowers who have seen the flowers and flowers who have seen it for thousands of years, the dynasty has replaced it, and through the good Chen Guang of "Laoshan Language", it is said that this "misfortune kingdom" is said to Although the woman, although the fingers have passed for thousands of years.
    This "Dusk Love" began in Laoshan. It was the royal palace of the royal family, a place that was not peaceful, such as the princes of Zhou You Wang Huohuo's drama. As a result, the Western Zhou Dynasty, who had died for more than 400 years. Later, Tang Xuanzong met Yang Yuhuan here, breaking the prosperous period of Kaiyuan.
    The hot spring palace in Laoshan, Li Longji's favorite place, but at that time, his favorite person was not Yang Yuhuan. Therefore, she became the concubine of his son Shouwang, and he became her elder, and therefore had a later walk. At that time, the woman he liked was Wu Huifei, a savvy and beautiful woman, and the daughter of Wu Youzhi, the nephew of the emperor of heaven.
    In different from many people, Li Longji has a strong appreciation and admiration in his heart. He felt that his grandmother was a great woman, and even a heroic emperor. Therefore, Wu Huifei, who has a little grandmother and aunt's shadow, also has a strong favor and affection.
    The year after opening the yuan, Wu Huifei was seriously ill. Minghuang decided to go to Laoshan to spend the winter and met Yang Yuhuan for the first time. Occasionally, there was no firework, but the Royal routine seemed to see it. The childish jade ring left a good impression on the emperor. Yang Yuhuan has a fascinating youthful vitality. She is smart, but not sharp, mellow, and makes people relax. It is a potential stimulus to the emperor who has passed the middle age.
    This that needs to be obvious after Wu Huifei's death. The lonely Tang emperor needed a fresh woman. Like Bai Juyi said: "The Emperor's emphasis on the country, and Yuyu can't ask for many years." Bai Le Tian couldn't tell as "Tang Huang", first, it was not in line with charm; Avoid. Moreover, often people are used together with "Han and Tang dynasties", saying that Han has a deeper taste.
    The old emperor of 56 years secretly loved his daughter -in -law. This is a "unjust" thing, even if it is to be accused today, he has done it after all. Because Yuhuan is the most beautiful woman in the world, and is as proficient in the rhythm as him. In the past, there were Boya to fall into the piano Xie Zi period. It can be seen that Zhiyin has a magnificent charm for the "musician", not to mention the charm of love is far more than that.
    The love of "Saburo" and "Yuhuan" will inevitably talk about Bai Juyi's "Song of Everlasting Hate", as if it is a thousand years of listening to the same sorrowful love tragedy. I will have a score like Jia Baoyu, and listen to someone to sing: "Open Hongmeng, who is the kind of love?"
    Bai Le Tian. I don't like this man much now. When he was young, he read his "Selling Charcoal", which was approachable, and the old man could solve it. He only felt that he was a good person; watching his "Pipa" and thought he was a lover who could sympathize with poor women. What do you say, "Who is the most crying in the seat? Jiangzhou Sima Green shirt is wet", which is really like it, which has been moved for a long time.
    It, he saw his scholar -doctoral background and the colorful side of his nature, and he liked him so purely. His career has fallen, and he is not good at attached to the party. It seems to be clear and innocent, although it is good; but in private, he adds to the color of the prostitutes. "At the same time, he said" Ten years of spring crying into tongue, three suspicion of old ugliness changing moth eyebrows ", and I don't want to think that I have been in the past years, and Fan Su, Xiaoman, but eighteen nine, the year. Is this old guy so ruined?
    The is really old. When suffering from the disease of the wind, he puts prostitutes to sell horses and claims that "both solve the style and close to the sound". This is really disgusting. Such a person, fortunately, referring to a woman who is determined to stay as a husband, causing a hunger strike to die. Just because this woman's background was not good -once fell into the green tower as a prostitute. However, Guan Panpan has been good, and after the death of the husband, he is determined to keep the festival. What do you point to do with your hands and say that people should die with death. She is dead, what are the benefits of you?
    Thong, Dongpo made a poem when he was old, and the feelings of Chaoyun and his own distress and his coexistence. Among them, there was a phrase "not like the willow willow", which means that Xiaoman left him after Bai Juyi was old. But I just want to hit the festival: Xiaoman finally got rid of the magic palm! Well walking, like this kind of ruthlessness, depending on women's old -fashioned things, staying with him is the biggest misfortune!
    The boy's talent, middle -aged exposure, and enjoying peace in his later years. Bai Juyi follows a life path that Chinese intellectuals appreciate and pursue. However, in the attitude of treating women and love, he is the same as that of a man than Li Longji?
    Longji is indulged. He is "the spring night has a short day, and the king has not been dynasty since then". What about it? If it wasn't for the later "Anshi Rebellion", the creature was coated with charcoal. In this world, he played it. After Pingwei, Qing Taiping, the Huanghuang years of Datang, the Hao Hao River, who had the merits of Linzi Wang Li Longji? After the throne, the accumulation of disadvantages in the late period of martial arts, inspiring the governance, and creating the prosperity of the Kaiyuan. On which emperor was the emperor, which one was worse than?
    The man is a talented talent, a famous owner, and he has a peerless beauty to match him. So Li Bai said well: "Famous flowers are happy, and they often have to look at the king."
    Why did he love her? We have read a lot of historical materials and novels. In short, it is a pair of affection. Both of them like the rhythm. He is a drum, she dances, and her aspirations are similar. Besides, she is beautiful and beautiful, "born with beauty," she is charming, and she is so charming. She is simple, she is straight, she is obedient, but she has no shortage of Lan Xinhui. She would even run back to her mother's house with him, just because of her child's illness, she went to see, and he was jealous and sent her a lot of temper. Because ... let her face her ex -husband and children alone, in case ... what should I do?
    In in front of her, he is no longer the respect of the monarch of the world, and he is more like a young and affectionate young man.
    The most of their love is equal. After removing those etiquette, she called him as a Saburo, my Saburo. Such a warm and equal love is what he can't feel on other concubines. No one dared to provoke him without hesitation, and made him happy without difficulty. For people like flowers, see each other every day, and he and her are new every day.
    It's not expected, over half a year, he can live again. So he loved to reach the point where he could not be added. Her sisters, brothers, and clans are all grace. For a while, the wealth of the Yang family splashed the heavens, and made the world's life feel the feeling of "not being reborn with men and reborn". However, there are several more emperors in this people, such as Saburo and Yuhuan, such a pure fragrant fragrance?
    . They are one -generation for a lifetime, unique.
    The pet, she received it like a puppet. Not surprising, as if it was just right, this calmness was too late. And she treats him true, this is no longer the favor of the emperor and concubine, but the love of ordinary husbands and wives. This is true, even the emperor must be cherished. Therefore, on July 7th, when no one talked about in the middle of the night, it was the words of the usual husband and wife; in the heavenly wish to be a wing bird, the local willingness to be a branches was also an oath of ordinary couples; for the emperor, this ordinary, anti -countermeasure It became unusual.
    A lonely. Emperor's heart.
    I. She is just a little woman, likes to be used to being used to be spoiled, like a precious flower worshiped in the warm room, and has always been suitable for such a life. From Shouwang to Emperor Ming, they gave her the greatest tolerance and petting. She never considers too much, because it seems that she deserves it, and she can easily get these.
    The so -called red -faced scourge is often innocent. Like the king of the king, buy a laugh, the princes of the beacon are not required. When she didn't laugh, the man had become infatuated. She opened her lips lightly, and seemed to have a smile. The man had been crazy hundreds of times. The same is true of Yuhuan. She is not asking for officials for her family. Naturally, the emperor is busy rewarding.
    When a man loves a woman, he does not need her request and thinks about her. He loves Jiangshan with a smile, but what?
    The family of chickens and dogs as soon as possible, and naturally there were rape villains to attach them. If you want to be rich for a long time, you need to spend some brains. Isn't the sages all the way for thousands of years? These are because of her relationship, but not her fault.
    . She is a coquettish woman who is not involved in the political affairs, and finally changes the situation, all unexpected. In the blessing, I do n’t know about it, and I do n’t know that I am doing the world ’s life. This is the sorrow of all "red face".
    Otherwise, how can Saburo, how can you endure you toil and do Tongguan, how can you endure your imperial Tuya industry? Today, it is still "slow -singing and slow dance, dancing, and the king of the king." In a blink of an eye, he was already "nine cities, smoke and dust, and thousands of riding southwest."
    . She is like the Zixia Fairy. She is a peerless hero, and she has a sparse hero who gives each other in the world and does not frown. However, at the expected gorgeous beginning, who saw the destined ending?
    The Yuhuan does not know, it is long hatred.
    Li Shangyin Shiyun: "Spring silkworms reach the dead silk side, and the wax torch becomes gray tears." It is too strong entangled with each other.
    It requires a dead to stop abruptly. This break is the will of heaven and does not allow people to make up for it. This is -the heavens are long and forever, and this hate is endless.
    Saburo, I mistake you, so "Wanjian Moth's Mei Die" is also complained. Just ask for the three armies and protect you to return to Chang'an as soon as possible.
    Yuhuan, I don't feel wrong, I never regret it, but I can't save you. I hate it all day!
    The tragedy is often unprecedented. Destiny stretched out his hand, buried the seeds, smiled secretly, waiting for the day when flowering. "The hot spring water is slippery and gel, and there is no one whispering in the middle of the night." When the Daming Palace Shaohua was extremely prosperous, who would expect that the ending was that the ending was "a loess of the loess and the bones, and several feet white 绫 cover the romance"?
    Is stretched out our hands, we could not do it. Some love to forget, hate, will vague time.
    If, how good life is like at first sight. He is still his famous owner. She is still her peerless beauty, and the beauty of Jiangshan does not invade each other.

  2. Cynthia

    Warm

    The airport lobby in March 1999, he came over to call her name warm, a man wearing a cotton shirt with wooden buttons.

    . She remembers his voice. Mild, with a little lush sharpness. During the period of calling Lin, sometimes the men who answered the phone was the man who rented an apartment with Lin Tong. Northern people. It was Lin's former colleague.

    The city said that the forest is temporarily worked overtime at night. He smiled at her. In the bright and turbid air in the hall, the girl wearing a pink floral skirt was tired and quiet, like a fragrant flower opened in a shadow. Drag the heavy luggage alone and come to a man who loves her.

    . They walked outside the door. The rainy spring night in the world was cold on the face. When she opened the door of TAXI, he stretched out his big hand and blocked her head. Warm, wait a minute. He says. When I ran back, there was a large white perfume lily in my hand. Lin told me to buy flowers to you, I think you will like lily. He put the bouquet of the raindrops in her arms.

    The white teeth when he laughed, like a kind of beast. Warm and cruel. There is a row of round wooden buttons on the light brown shirt. It is warm to warm.

    In three people to eat in the evening. And his girlfriend Xiao Ke.

    It is a native Shanghai girl, wearing a black skirt of Yidinjin, and brushing a faint purple rouge. Not very beautiful but charm.

    The warmth ate something, and went to bed early in the morning. She was too tired. Lin's quilts and pillows have her strange and intimate atmosphere. There was a black and white photo of her on the wall, which was washed out of her hand. Nuan Nuan opened his bright and dark eyes with a slightly panic and fragile expression. Broken short hair flies in the wind, and smiles without evil. At that time, she was a senior boy in his junior year. Chase the warmth.

    lying warmly, thinking that he is now in a strange city, a city of forest. He called her over and she came. It seemed to meet Lin for the first time at a newborn ball. This savvy Shanghai boy who could talk about the way. He taught her to dance. He said that he put your left hand on my shoulder and put his right hand in my palm. She put her hand on his hand.

    In the forest hug her up in the middle of the night, warm, and change the skirt. He kissed her forehead gently. You finally came to me, warm. In the dark, they started to have sex. Nuan Nuan is a bit scared. Fear and stunned. I even feel helpless in pain.

    . She thought of drinking water in the kitchen. No lights. When I walked through the living room, I suddenly heard the sound of opening the door. Come in is the city where Xiaoco go home. Seeing the warmth wearing a white cotton cloth nightdress at the door, he stood there a little panicked.

    The rain sounds outside. The dark and humid air is filled with quiet floral fragrance. It is the big holding lily inserted in the glass bottle. The two looked facelessly and suddenly lost their language. In silence, there is only the sound of raindrops hitting the window.

    . It seems that it has been a long time. The city closed the door and passed quietly from her side to his own room.

    . In April 1999, she put some light water like water. Silent look.

    The warm life began to continue.

    The early morning from Pudong to Pudong to go to work, and sometimes it will come back very late at night. He did very well in that German company. Work has become his greatest fun. The others were occasionally returning early nights. After eating, playing games on the computer, and then suddenly shouted, warm, my baby, come over and let me kiss.

    The city picks up a list and worked at home with a computer. There are often only two of them at home, sometimes they can come over, but she doesn't like cooking. So Nuan Nuan's main thing is to cook every day, eat it for the city at noon, and eat it for two men at night.

    When the city is written, the door of the room is opened.

    This he likes to wear old white shirts and jeans. There is always a strong aroma of blue mountain coffee beans in the room.

    During the warm noon, the probe will go in and ask him what he wants to eat. Gradually no longer need to ask him. Knowing he likes to eat celery and potatoes. She made him very clean vegetables.

    The people do not like to talk when eating. But there is a strange tacit understanding. Both people's hearts are very quiet.

    The city feels the girl's breath in the room. Sometimes she knelt on the ground and wiped the floor, sometimes washing clothes, and humming gently. She likes to put some light music, usually some dances and ballads in Ireland. Then after doing things, he was sitting on the big vine chair on the balcony to see novels. She is the kind of girl who looks particularly clean in the past without any ambitions and desires. Just like her black and white photos. Silent, not belonging to this hustle and bustle.

    Xia Ke said to the city that Nuan Nuan should be the traditional kind of girl, but do a avant -garde thing. Cohabitation.
    said that she is different from you. She is the kind of girl who doesn't know what she wants.

    . In May 1999, it seemed that he was destined to wait for her quietly.
    The dusk of the crowd.

    It afternoon to the city to go to Puxi to do things. When Nuan Nuan went out to buy vegetables, there was no key to habitually. Hold yourself out of the door.

    The mobile phone to the city. The city said, warm warmth, don't come out for dinner. Don't do it, Lin has to work overtime anyway. They met at Huaihai Road. When Nuan Nuan took the bus crossing the tunnel, he found that he came to Shanghai for almost a month, and Lin never took her out to play.

    Thisy spring and dusk. The street is a hurry. When he got off the car, he wiped a little lipstick at the mirror. She was still wearing the floral cotton skirts she brought by herself. The soft skirt hit the naked calf, with a faint mood.

    The city is at the door of Parkson. Far in the crowd, he is the kind of quiet, faintly revealing sharp men. When Nuan Nuan remembered that when he was in college, he liked to read Yishu's novels. There are three books that are very well written. People are as light as chrysanthemums, Xibao and serial. Yishu wrote not tacky romance novels. She has a lonely and thorough understanding of love and human nature. Nuan Nuan likes the man in her pen. With fate and melancholy. Xiang Lu Xun's injury. Juansheng. She used that name. Few men have these things. They gradually become animals in business society. For example, Lin. He gradually made Nuan Nuan feel strange.

    , the city is waiting for her. Let her think of their first meeting at the airport. Familiar feeling. It seems that he is destined to wait for her quietly. Nuan Nuan suddenly felt the tears in his eyes.

    The city with warmth to eat her favorite fruit pizza.

    In Pizza Hut Biccake Shop, warm his head on his head, and a happy place with orange juice and color. She is like a child who has not been taken care of. Lonely, people are pity. Watching her quietly. He realizes the difference between girls and girls. Xiaoco is independent and savvy, with clear purpose forever. But warmth is ambiguous and fragile. She looks like a pure white fragrance in the dark.

    did not say too much words, as before.

    is just occasionally. Nuan Nuan listened to him with a smile. They had a meal for three hours. In the flowing music, in each other's sight and language, sink softly.

    When I went home, I fell asleep. Her face leaned on the shoulder of the city and breathed gently. The city stretched out her hand to support her face and not let her slide down. Call her while whispered, warm, don't fall asleep, we will go home in a while.

    is on the dark stairs of the apartment building. Under the light moonlight, warmly seeing the city stare at her eyes, and it is full of love. She looked at his face so close. A man with a little unrestrained.

    The breath, his cotton shirt, his eyes.
    warm, you make my heart hurt, do you know?
    This he reached out and touched her cheeks. He restrained himself.
    Sometimes I am scared. city. This is real.

    The warm tears of the girl dripped on his palm, almost instantaneous, all deliberate and depression suddenly collapsed.

    . He embraced her silently, fiercely blocked her lips, and wanted to block her tears. Warm, warm, my silly child.

    This buried his face on her neck, feeling suffocating passion, drowned rationality and helpless desire. You are beautiful. Warm. He whispered. Is it good for me to keep your hair. You should be mine.

    . In June 1999, you know you can't take me away. You know we are not free.

    The people are destined to love each other. Warm thought.

    . Even she thought that Lin may just meet with the city. Time and heart have nothing to do. Knowing the city is a month. He Lin is four years. But they can't do anything. I didn't seem to have thought about what to do. The price paid is too high, I don't know how to start. Lin and Xiaowe are all wrong. They are not wrong. So when the city told her, when he was looking for a job, he had to move to the unit's dormitory to live, and nodded gently. She knew him. He only did that.

    Ixue to help the city to move things together. She said to Nuan Nuan that our house had paid the first model, and the key was to get it after half a year. The city is now moving out, let the two of you live a good life.

    It seems to be windy.

    The last night when the city is with them. Nuan Nuan cooks dinner in the kitchen. The celery that Lin Xihuan likes to eat, she makes different flavors of dishes for two men every day. Lin was still indulging in computer games. The city wrote a program. He warmly put a small radio in the kitchen, listened to the music program of frequency adjustment, while watching the twilight sky, a large gray cloud, and gradually warming through the window. The spring breeze. At this time, she would think of that blurry night. On the dark corridor, the overbearing wild atmosphere, fierce kiss, and gentle pain.

    He is a man she can easily fall in love.

    He is someone else.

    In three o'clock in the morning, warmly woke up. Lin said in the dark that you are going to drink water again. He knew this was a warm habit.

    The warm light and feet gently walked to the living room, she did not turn on the lights. There was a loud wind outside the window, and there was still a cold and humid floral fragrance in the room. It was the first day she went to Shanghai, and the city bought her. He said you may like lily. She really likes lily.

    . She opened the refrigerator and poured a glass of ice water. Her hands were silently captured in the darkness. She knows who it is.

    did not make any sound. When he hugged her, he trembled gently. He said, warm, are we guilty? But heaven should forgive me. Because I love you like this. He pushed her down on the wall. She felt salty tears in his kiss. She whispered that the city, my hair soon fought. You want to leave me. He said, I can take you away, we are free. She said, you know you can't take me away, you know that we are not free. You always know.

    . In July 1999, I knew we could not seem to be together.

    The quiet life. Two people. The room seemed to be much empty.

    When the forest went to work, warmly washing clothes at home, reading books, and often gently put on Irish music.

    Plasted some iris and glory on the balcony. Sometimes after pouring the flowers, a person is fascinating to the bright sun.

    The unknown keyboard knocking sounds in the room. Without the man with a short flat head, wearing old white shirts and jeans, sitting in front of the computer and working barefoot. His quiet atmosphere and the rich fragrance of the blue mountain coffee. When she was kneeling on the ground and wiping the floor, she often listened to his keyboard sound with peace of mind. You can see him because of a probe. He called her name, warm. Mandarin in his northern accent.

    has not having sex with Lin for a long time. It turns out that women and men are really different. Women's hearts and bodies walk together. If your heart is not physical, your body is just a hollow pottery. Lin did not force her. He said, "Whether you feel lonely, or go out and find something to do, you can have some socialization. But I really don't worry about you going out. You always need to take care of.

    This said, are you taking care of me? With a faint smile on her face, she was not easily expressing her disappointment and dissatisfaction. The days with Lin are indeed lonely. He didn't know what she wanted. Maybe if he knows, he will definitely be very willing to give her. But the problem was that he didn't know. Maybe it is always a question.

    He is not the same person as her. Although he loves her.

    but Nuan Nuan thought she could live with Lin. Just like the city will be with Xiaoco.

    Perhaps they can get married with Lin for about half a year. Live a bland and quiet life. Even a bit lonely.

    In afternoon, Nuan Nuan went out alone and went to the hospital. The weather is already very hot. Nuan Nuan took a long time and found Ruijin Hospital according to the map. There are a lot of people. When I was sitting on the chair in the corridor, I bought a pictorial. There is a set of special reports on the pictorial that a lot of photos of cute babies are following their parents' feelings about their birth. Nuan Nuan found a baby he liked. He was a little boy and opened his eyes curiously. His mother said, black and thin, big eyes, like ET. Asked why the doctor was so ugly, the doctor said that he hadn't dressed yet. It is indeed a little baby like ET. Looking at the photo warmly. Smiling.

    The results of the test soon came out. Warm is not too unexpected. The doctor asked her if you want it. Nuan Nuan said I went back and thought about it. When she walked out of the hospital, she grabbed the pictorial tightly in her hand. She thinks maybe a boy, and she will have the same fingers and eyes as the city. In the telephone booth on the roadside, she made a mobile phone to the city. She has always remembered this phone number. This is the first time she called him after they separated. The city was in the office, and Nuan Nuan was silent for a long time at the end of the phone, and then she said, the city, I want to see you. Can you come out.

    is still at the entrance of Parkson store on Huaihai Road. The same twilight and crowd. Seeing the city from a distance, wearing old white cotton cloth shirts and jeans. The face looks more handsome and sharp because of weight loss. Nuan Nuan thought, this is really a man different from Lin. Lin went to work on more than thirty floors every day in a suit and leisure place in Lin, and had given up his spirit. And a man who has no anger makes people feel lonely.

    The city says, warm you. He looked down and looked at her.

    The quiet eyes were silent as water. Nuan Nuan can see the turning and pain inside. But in the dusk, they just looked at each other blandly. Like men and women dating in the crowd.

    I is good. city. today is my birthday. He looked at him with a smile on his face. Want me to buy gifts for you.
    This.

    . They walked into Parkson. Nuan Nuan walked to the counter selling jewelry and looked at him naughty. What do I like? What do you buy? The city said, no problem, I took a credit card. Nuan Nuan looked at it for a long time, and then pointed to a ring and said, I want this. It was a thin and simple silver ring, which was 20 yuan after folding.

    The city said, warm, I want to buy other things. No, the city, we mean good. All right. The city nodded helplessly. Then asked the clerk to install it with a purple silk box. When he put it in the warm hand, he said, marry me, warm. He smiled and imitated the tone of the proposal. Nuan Nuan said, okay. Then she saw tears in the eyes of the city.

    It is small. Nuan Nuan heard his calm voice.

    is in the Bisa cake shop. Two people sat by the window and looked at the neon and night on the street. She wants me to go to the United States to read MBA. Her aunt is in California. Always call us.

    but I don't like it.

    . I know. Nuan Nuan said that you are a scattered person, but they are different from small.

    and I don't worry about you, warm. He lowered his head, and sometimes I hope you will marry Lin as soon as possible, so that I can be discouraged, but sometimes I worry that you are unhappy. You will make me feel distressed for a lifetime. Watching him with a smile, if I want to go with you, do you want me? The city held her hand, warm, many times I dreamed that we were sitting on the train together. I know I take you to the north. The road is long, but you are by my side. That was my happiest moment. I even want to wake up.

    I can we, city. Nuan Nuan looked at him.
    Yes, warm. If we persist with each other and be able to carry these sins and pains, we can leave Shanghai and leave everything. As long as the two of us.

    The city holds her fingers tightly. I have been losing your fear. Warm. Any punishment given to me by heaven will not make me more painful than this.

    . They are waiting for the last subway in the bright subway station.

    The city said, warm, you think about it as soon as possible and give me a call. I will deal with everything with Lin and Xiaoco.

    If with you, I am willing to bear all the sins for you.

    This warmth said, okay. She looked at the city, and she suddenly felt her fingers cold, and her heart had a dull pain in her heart. Hug me, the city, please hug me. The city hugged her tightly in the crowd. He pressed her head on his chest, and said gently, warm, I could no longer endure such parting, or let me have you all my life, or we never see each other. His fingers stroked the hair on her back, with long dark hair, as smooth and soft like silk satin. Nuan Nuan looked at him with a smile, and I tried to keep them long. lifetime.

    Thenight when warm returning home was late at night. Lin lay down on the sofa. The suit was not taken off, and there were some beer cans on the ground.

    This squatting down, touched his face with his hands, and then Lin woke up. Warm, where did you go? For the first time when I came back from get off work, I didn't see you at home, you made me worry.

    forests, I have something to tell you. Looking at him warmly, her face was like a pale and gorgeous flower, exuding a cold luster in the darkness. I can't be with you anymore. I have children. It may not be yours. I want to go home.

    Lin looked at her in surprise, why, warm, are you playing with me?
    not. Nuan Nuan said. I don't want us to live in the shadow, which is unfair to you. If there is no child, I would like to go on like this. But it's different now. If you are still with you, I will feel that I am guilty. But I don't want to live like this. you know.

    I will not tell you any details. I just hope you can forgive me. Because I have loved you. Because I no longer love you.

    The August 1999 has been farewell to

    The flight home is nine o'clock in the evening. Nuan Nuan waited alone in the waiting hall. There were thin rain outside.

    . She did not call the city. Do not talk about it, you may be able to give him and Xiao Ke more tranquility. She didn't even want to recall the collapse and injury to Lin. She just does what she can do. Time will flatten everything.

    The heart is calm and lonely at this moment. Accompanying her is the luggage bag when she came, and the silver ring skewed on her neck. And a small life. It does not have too much time to belong to it. She placed her hand gently on her body. Hi, small ET. She smiled and spoke to it, would you say goodbye to me? We have to say goodbye to so many people. Love, not love. been constantly saying goodbye.

    September 1999 or we never meet each other

    In this familiar city, warm warmth began a person's life again. During dusk, she often alone go for a walk. Along the path by the river, walking to the railway in the suburbs. There is a large number of empty fields there. Nuan Nuan sometimes sit on the broken stones to watch the clouds drifting in the distance, sometimes walking around in the lush grass, picking a purple daisy and inserting it on his hair. The dark and thick long hair has flowed on the shoulders like water.

    . She felt the silence in her heart. All past events have settled down. Occasionally, in the night of insomnia, he would see the face of the city. On the last side of the subway station, he waved the glass door at her, and then the subway whistled away.

    The light light on the empty platform. Parachevalism was on the heart of blood loss. She burst into tears there.

    He said, I can no longer endure such a parting, or let me have you all my life, or we will never see each other.

    . She can only choose to leave. Because he was unwilling to let him bear this sin. She has been carrying half. So you can bear all.

    In the hospital, she finally made herself shed tears. Not just because of pain. She knew that she finally gave up part of her life connected to the city. They can always be a stranger.

    . She began to go to a nearby kindergarten to work, part -time places to play the piano with children, and teach them to sing some nursery songs.

    It life is simple and silent. The cold began to feel the cold in the air. She often wore an old cotton skirt with no makeup on her face, and only had a gorgeous silk satin with long hair. She even rarely goes to the streets. Except for class and walking, she has no social activities. Don't know any adult man. Except Lu.

    Lu is Roger's father. Roger is the most naughty boy in the class, and his mother was divorced 5 years ago.

    Lu said to Nuan Nuan, Roger often told me that he had a teacher with the most beautiful hair. Standing in the sun in warm smile, the white skirt and black hair flashed with a faint luster. That day they walked out of the kindergarten together. Roger rushed to the west in front. Warm and Lu walked together on Shizi Road, and Lu shocked this young girl. She looked up at the cloud leisurely without any extra language.

    In October 1999, because it has been old for you

    One month later, this forty -year -old man said to Nuan Nuan, can you consider marrying to marry to I.

    The warm watching at him. He is a very ordinary middle -aged man. She didn't have a deep impression on him. Knowing that he is rich, but does not seem tacky and impetuous. Cut a short flat head, like to wear black cloth shoes. I do n’t like to talk, but I can watch her on the side for a few hours with piano.

    This said, why. Lu said, I think the biggest difference between you and other girls is that your heart is bland and quiet. That's enough. I have seen many women. When you were by my side, I was in peace.

    This look at this pure girl. I know you must have an unusual experience, you can keep everything, you don't need to have any explanation to me. I just want to give you a stable and safe life, we take our own needs. Don't you think this is the most wise marriage.

    This hand gently stroked her long hair. Your hair is beautiful and sad. It's like your soul. But you can stop here.

    The night before the wedding, a cold drizzle.

    The warm brown carton, which is the wedding dress bought from Hong Kong. Soft lace, white pearls, are like warm before. But at that time, she thought she must be married. Lu also ordered a full set of diamond jewelry. He said that the silver ring on your neck has been hung for a long time. I don't ask you to change it. You can take it.

    is not too long, it is just three months.

    This warm thinking, why do you feel like a century in your heart? She stroked the little silver ring, and it had begun to dim. This is the only gift given to her by the city. At that time, they were on the streets of Shanghai, unfamiliar cities, strange people. And a love that is destined to be separated.

    This warm sleep all night, until early morning, before sleeping in confusion. Then at three o'clock in the morning, the phone bell rang suddenly. Nuan Nuan wanted to dream of himself, and stretched out his hand and picked up the phone tube in the dark. In the silent room, I only heard the sound of rustling in the phone. Then there is a Men's northern accent. Warm. His name was her name.

    , is it you? Nuan Nuan felt that he couldn't wake up. She is really sleepy. But she recognized the sound. Only when I hear it, I will wake up all the memories of her soul. The line is not so good, the voice of the city is blurred and intermittent. He said, warm, I am in California, USA. I walked on the street and suddenly rained. I thought I could forget you and warm. But at this moment, I miss you very much. I feel you are leaving.

    The phone call is indeed a lot of rain. The other end of the earth is a city that will not meet again. Nuan Nuan said, the city, I am going to marry. Because I have been old for you.

    crying. Then the phone was suddenly broken.

    The warmly put down the phone. She looked at the dark room.

    . She thought, she was really dreaming. Will the city have her phone number? But when I touched my face, my hands were warm and humid tears.

    . They never seemed to say goodbye. And every time is a must.

    This love in December 1999.

    finally disappeared

    During Christmas, Nuan Nuan received a card from Lin. He said he was going to get married. In addition, the city and Xiaoche have gone abroad.

    At the end of the letter, he said, warm, I think I can live a new life, I can forget you.

    The little angel pattern on the card with warm smile. She started to get a little bit of fat, because of her child, Lu Jian stopped letting her go out for class, and asked her to stay at home every day.

    Roger ran around at home happily, and prepared to dress up the Christmas tree bought back with Lu. Lu said loudly in the living room, warm, don't forget to drink milk. Nuan Nuan said, I know. This is her marriage life. Passionate and safe. It will die until you die.

    When the milk cup is raised, the warmth opens the curtains and looks at the outside. Strangely, this year's Christmas, the city in the south began to snow. It is a small snow -white and clean snowflake, dancing quietly in the wind. In the dark and silent night sky in winter.

    This watching the snowflakes of the flying dancing, and the memory of some fragments flashed in my heart. In the apartment in distant Shanghai, there is a lily of the living room, the dark corridor, the fierce kiss of the city, and the face that flashed across the city of the subway glass, which was the last side of her seeing him. The handsome melancholy northern man, but she still remembers his fingers, his eyes, his breath, his voice, vague and gentle, reminding her a sinking love at the end of the century.

    , there is no more pain in my heart.

    He finally disappeared.

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